Introduction

Hey, my name is Adam Johnson. As of today, I am feeling pretty good about where my life is heading. It's nowhere near where I want it to be, but with persistence. I will reach my goals. My goals may seem unrealistic to most people. In fact, most people role there eyes at my attempts and outlook on life. I am quite random in my thinking, so I am going to try extra hard to keep focused. Though I really don't know where to start. I guess I already did start ;)

I consider myself a very different person. Always been an outsider and independent. The logic that I have lived by for my entire life is, (never told anyone this) "If there is someone or something in the way of where I want to be. I just go around the obstacle." It irritates me to argue and I don't like to do what others request of me. Even though I have been trained by a crafty mother to do so, much of my life. I hold no grudges towards her methods. She is an awesome mom.

After doing my own research on how the world really works and what is fantasy (the way people want me to perceive the world). I have come to the conclusion that I no longer want to be someone who is influenced by society. I want to be the one who is doing the influencing. How do I do this? By becoming rich enough and making all right connections with the right people. To me, anyone who goes against my idea and dreams are obstacles. So it doesn't matter what you say, I will just go around you and do it my way. I would rather much learn from my own mistakes then by what others tell me. It's a hard way to learn life and risky, but it's the only way that feels legitimized.

I want to tell you a little more about my personality. It's different in an unpredictable way yet predictable enough to operate. For the longest time, I have been searching for answers that would guide me to answers of self understanding. There is so much about myself I still don't understand, but am willing to take the risks to understand how my mind operates. This need for understanding comes from a deep impulse of perfection. (which I know is unattainable) I have done research on personality types and discovered that there are an infinite amount of possibilities types that could occupy the human mind. I wont go into discussion about that topic in this entry.

All I wanted to accomplish for tonight is a start. I have started my quest for success down a road that has yet been paved. All I have is my mind and two hands. I will clear cut the forest and poor the black top to an unknown destiny. All I have is a map and my own faith. That's all this man needs. I ask you as my reader to take this journey with me so you can attain your hopes and dreams by the progress and failures of mine. I am looking forward to your company.

Signing off,

Adam Johnson